disappointment

I disappointed in one of my girlfriends... Yes u can say " c'mon I was drunk". But that's not enough. U don't really sorry that event. You just laugh on that... I think it's not funny. What's more I think u souldn't laugh on that u ought to cry 'cause of that...

But this is my opinion. (Maybe others opinions are different. Who cares?)

Ok Let's move on...

I was warking whole day long. I'm tired. I'm gona work 16 hours tomorrow. I guess it's gona be boring... Did i say how much i do hate jews?!

No?

Than i say it now. I hate jew people. Donno why. There is a beautifol girl in the camp. She is from Budapest. But i can't come closer to her 'cause she is a jew. She is kind and nice looking girl but 'cmon she is a jew... :( And i don't really like jews... :( One of my companies said that "Who cares that she is a jew. U gona have a lot of money." So they encourage me. But in the other company I didn't venture to mention them this problem... Donno what to do:(

But i won't do anything with a jew :(

That's would be strange from me. I'm not like this... I'm too particular. That's it :(

I don't want to call them fool but...

I can't believe this...I have been talkin' with one of my girlfriends...
OMG!
She ain't so clever. It's such a hard thing to describe this what she said. It's strange 'cause 2 of my girlfriends are in the same situation. I don't realy understand them. I think they are silly. They don't know what is the important... U know what i mean. So they don't wanna love kind guys like me... They wanna dealers,addicts and guys who utilitize them etc... I realy don't understand girls...
But they know what they want...

love

Love is a strange thing. Exceptionally this post is not about me. :) It's about a girl.. hehe It's funny. Oh damn. I won't write about her in my blog. Even she misunderstand. I don't wanna that.

Let's talk about something else. Maybe I sell my crossboots. 30K. I'm gona buy gloves and spine protector--->38K. But it worth.
I think I'm in love. But u know it's just a unreturned love ( again.) How much i hate it...

I'm back again

Here I am again. U can't get rid if me jus like this.
I'm in the same situation like U. (U one of my girlfriends)
She knows what the hell am i talking about(or maybe not 'cause she can't understand english). So I feel just like you :(. I used to feel this feeling. But it has appeared again. Oh how much do i hate this feeling. I don't wanna do anything. I need somebody. To touch, to feel. I guess I'm gona be drunk on this weekend...Now i gotta go to have a shower and than i try to escape from this recess to smoke a cigarett... see ya later